I've been consumed with a crush lately, and it's driving me mad..
My heart has absolutely no boundaries and I'm not sure if this is convenient.
To live honestly for me is to fall in love quickly. it's the most natural thing. I fall in love so quick, it's disgusting... for some reasons I cannot act naturally around him, I'm a stumbling idiot..but so is he so it's okay.
To forget about all this, whether I gave a shit or he gives a shit.. or whatever, I went to Dandi Wind with my electro rock friends, who acutally I think are people whom I feel most natural around. At some point, right before the back seat vomit fit, my passenger climbed on top of the car as I drove down Blue Island Ave. The cops didn't say much. Next time we'll need to prepare some rope.
I feel like a kid again, and that is what makes electro dance rock awesome. I can forever be a child in these settings. Wearing baloons and shit...and rock out like my body's pumped full on PCP.
I'm confused most of the time by my feelings for others. I need to communicate better I think. I'm also loosing ground with my honey, as we slip deeper into oblivion of eachother's existence.
Mom says I should stop playing house. Mom is right, except for the time she married Dad.
I think i could party my life away if I could. I'm horribly broke, I don't think I've ever been so broke in my life. I had to use coins to get into the show.I'm an asshole. I'm actually also enjoying life the most at the moment.. surprising, being broke and all.
The show: was complete raw energy. It was so fucking raw, I could have stripped naked and no one would have cared. Acutally this lesbian chick with nipple rings took her wife beater off, and all I saw were a pair of breasts hopping in midair. It took some real balls n sweat..pretty fucking amazing.
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